i am so sick of all the crappiest shit havin to happen to me all at once...I lost the love of my life, two of my best friends, and GAHHHHHHHH LIFE JUST SUCKS!!!!!!!! i AM SO SICK OF LIVING I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS THAN LIVE ONE DAY HERE ON THIS FORSAKEN EARTH BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T GET AWAY FROM THIS PAINFUL REALITY......